Monday, August 24, 2015

For those who read Fog on Fire:

For those who read Fog on Fire:

I was with one of my best friends in Corvallis in 2015; pretty much the best friend. He had just finished reading Fog on Fire. I lit up inside because someone completed a body of my work. I got to gauge him for honest responses that he had. Later on I referenced a basketball championship game to him that I was in and after I described it he mentioned how he saw the clip used as the b-roll footage for CCW—an episodic of mine.
That afternoon I went on to complete another episode of the show that I had put off with a drive of purpose. I sat and was reflective about the time I had while on the road. I thought about separate clips from the journey and it made me euphoric with sensory overload. I thought it would be fun to travel back there, at least with a depiction of it in words. (I’m going to write if for me and for the people that read my book because anyone else wouldn’t gather the feeling):
It was dinnertime in Bodega Bay—a coast town north of San Francisco. The town is mystical like the feeling you get when you watch The Birds by Alfred Hitchcock. The fog hovered in its own light storm above the ocean. The town was formed around the broken earth that the ocean had consumed over time.
The day started along a ridge the Coast Highway scooted around. Marilyn and I had slept over at a Church building, attended, and were on our hitchhike journey north to Gleneden Beach. I missed the Oregon Coast beach house, its comfort, the rest, peace, laughter, solitude, and the like. It was Amma who had mothered me into comfort for more a month. It was to fill a void that would be filled later.
At dinnertime we walked out of town along parks with beach access. It was the end of summer. The sun stayed bright but fell to a more orange hue over time. Families packed their dinners out and ate while their young men played football and new fathers got their toddler’s toes wet.
I burnt the summer day away on the beaches playing football, walking the shore, and stacking rocks in a cove of them. The mass embankment of beachgoers gawked over Marilyn. She rode the top of my backpack with stature and was at peace along the ocean.
I kept her tied to my backpack on the ground while I carried large rocks up over boulders and built a stack of them to silhouette when the sun lowered. When I finished my display or was worn out first, I went up to the parking lot and waited around for someone to approach Marilyn and I so that I could get us a ride further up the highway.
No one approached.
There were two young men about my age on the highway in street clothes that looked like trouble because they looked they had left the city that day and were too fresh for vagabond experiences to maintain self-control in the trials ahead.
I waited for them to pass and continued my trek up. I came to know a place in mind that was at peace with my circumstance and grew okay with the walk. Just as I did that, a rental car slowed ahead of me and pulled into dirt off the shoulder. I don’t mean to be lofty but the coincidence of becoming content and an answer coming in one beat after is rare. The driver kept the engine running and lowered the window. Inside was a European couple. The wife was driving and wondered if I wanted a ride.
They both got out and helped me load my pack into the trunk. Just when we all went to the back I looked toward the fields at east and saw the two young roadies on a boulder. I probably mouthed an apology and got in with Marilyn. The couple must’ve been sent to me. As the sun set a fiery orange as a blanket on the sky, a European-Daft-Punk-influence of music set the mood, and we all were on our way north into the night.



Bodega Bay, CA — Fort Bragg, CA (109 miles, three hours)


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